EP 61: God Exposed My Pride
Digest
This podcast episode details the host's spiritual journey following a sabbatical marked by fasting and reflection. Key takeaways include overcoming pride and cultivating a deeper intimacy with God. The episode emphasizes the importance of understanding our roles (trust, commitment, seeking God) versus God's role (acting, providing, guiding). Proverbs 3:5-6 and Psalm 37 are discussed, highlighting the need for honest prayer and relinquishing control to God. A compelling analogy using the card game spades illustrates God's sovereignty and the peace that comes from trusting in His plan, even amidst uncertainty. The host encourages listeners to practice spiritual disciplines and focus on a "being" mentality rather than a "doing" mentality in their relationship with God.
Outlines

Spiritual Renewal and Trust in God's Plan
The host shares insights from a sabbatical focused on fasting and reflection, emphasizing overcoming pride, cultivating intimacy with God, and trusting in His plan rather than self-reliance. This includes a discussion of Proverbs 3:5-6 and Psalm 37, and the importance of honest prayer and relinquishing control.

God's Sovereignty and the Spades Analogy
The podcast uses the card game spades to illustrate trusting in God's sovereignty. The analogy highlights the peace and confidence that come from recognizing God's control and having faith in His plan, even when facing challenges.

Practical Steps for Deeper Faith
Practical steps for cultivating a deeper trust in God are discussed, including identifying one's role (trust, commitment, seeking God) and God's role (acting, providing, guiding), and engaging in spiritual disciplines.
Keywords
Reverential Fear
A deep respect and awe for God's holiness and power, based on understanding His majesty.
Spiritual Disciplines
Practices like prayer, fasting, Bible study, and journaling to cultivate intimacy with God.
Abiding in Christ
Intimate communion with God, characterized by trust, dependence, and awareness of His presence.
Sovereignty of God
God's ultimate authority and control over all things.
Trust in the Lord
Complete reliance on God's goodness, power, and faithfulness.
Honest Prayer
Open and transparent communication with God, acknowledging both strengths and weaknesses.
Relinquishing Control
Surrendering personal desires and plans to God's will.
Psalm 37
A Psalm emphasizing trust in God's provision and guidance.
Proverbs 3:5-6
A scripture passage emphasizing trust and reliance on God's guidance.
Q&A
What was the most significant lesson learned during the host's sabbatical?
Shifting from a "doing" to a "being" mentality in relationship with God, focusing on trust, intimacy, and dependence.
How does the spades analogy illustrate the concept of trust in God?
Trusting in God is like having a partner in spades who holds all the winning cards, assuring a positive outcome despite challenges.
What practical steps can listeners take to cultivate a deeper trust in God?
Identify personal and God's roles, practice honest prayer, study scripture (Psalm 37), and cultivate intimacy with God through spiritual disciplines.
Show Notes
In this episode of In Totality, I share how stepping away from podcasting exposed where my trust in the Lord actually was… and where my pride had been hiding. I had to confront the uncomfortable reality that I was leaning more on my own strength than on God’s strength.
Through fasting and prayer, seeking His face daily, and surrendering to His way, I learned that faith isn’t just believing in God—it’s trusting Him completely, with everything, even when it's hard to do.
If you’ve ever struggled with self-reliance, or the fear of letting go of control, this episode is for you!
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