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This podcast details a long-term, deeply invested fandom of Conan O'Brien, beginning in 1993. The speaker describes the emotional toll of constantly worrying about the show's renewal, comparing the experience to—and exceeding—the intensity of being a Chicago Cubs fan. Their admiration for Conan directly influenced their career path, leading them to become a writer for Saturday Night Live in 2008, a dream fueled by Conan's own SNL beginnings. The 2010 Tonight Show controversy is discussed, highlighting the speaker's unwavering loyalty despite the setbacks. The speaker contrasts Conan's graceful handling of the situation with the lingering cynicism and paranoia among some fans, noting the irony of the perceived "underdog" achieving significant financial success. The narrative explores the complexities of fandom, the impact of a beloved figure on an individual's life, and the emotional rollercoaster of intense, long-term devotion.

Outlines

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The Intense Fandom of Conan O'Brien and its Impact

The speaker recounts their intense, long-term fandom of Conan O'Brien, starting from the show's premiere in 1993, including anxieties over show renewals and feeling like a defender against those who wanted to cancel the show. The experience is compared to being a Cubs fan, but even more intense, and influenced their career aspirations.

00:01:48

From Fan to SNL Writer: Following Conan's Path

The speaker describes getting hired as a writer for Saturday Night Live in 2008, a dream fueled by their admiration for Conan. A waiter's comment about Conan's own SNL beginnings highlights the speaker's deep-seated connection to Conan's career path.

00:02:21

The 2010 Crisis: Loyalty, Cynicism, and Success

The speaker reflects on the tumultuous events of 2010, expressing their continued loyalty to Conan despite setbacks. They contrast Conan's graceful handling of the situation with the lingering cynicism and paranoia among his fans and note Conan's financial success, highlighting the irony of the "underdog" becoming incredibly wealthy.

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Q&A

• How did the speaker's fandom of Conan O'Brien impact their life?

  The speaker's fandom was emotionally taxing, involving constant worry and a feeling of needing to defend Conan. It also influenced their career aspirations, leading them to pursue a career in comedy writing.

• What is the significance of the 2010 events in the speaker's narrative?

  The 2010 events represent a major turning point, highlighting the speaker's continued loyalty despite setbacks and contrasting fan reactions to adversity.

• How does the speaker compare their fandom to being a Cubs fan?

  The speaker uses the Cubs fan analogy to illustrate the intensity and frustration of their Conan fandom, emphasizing the similarities in constant setbacks but highlighting Conan's undeniable brilliance even in defeat.

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