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313: What if you had to find your own salvation?

313: What if you had to find your own salvation?

Update: 2024-04-022


Growing up queer, bullied and abused in a heavily religious community, a man tries and to change his sexual orientation through prayer, but as he pieces his life together and heals past harms, tragedy and misfortune raise more questions than answers.

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Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock

Content/Trigger Warnings: sexual assault of a minor, incest, suicidal ideation, religious trauma, drug use, death, explicit language


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Comments (1)

Nicole Stangeland

This lady is the most entitled lady I've heard of. she's quick to blame her foster parents for jor being able to handle her, but not for them trying to help her. She is obviously grown now and should be able to see the troubled youth she was and how everyone tried to help her but she was waiting for a hero, instead of being her own.

Apr 20th








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313: What if you had to find your own salvation?

313: What if you had to find your own salvation?